Monster96

joined 2 years ago
[–] Monster96@lemmy.world 2 points 1 day ago

I do love a challange

 

For example, I love to sing. However, only one other person in my life has ever heard me sing and I haven't seen that person in years. I'm not sure I'm good at singing but I think I can hit the notes well enough.

[–] Monster96@lemmy.world 4 points 1 day ago (1 children)

I had time to work on another song! Originally, I started this song to use it in a bigger project that I'm working on but it slowly evolved into its own thing. So, technically it's not finished but it's finished enough

[–] Monster96@lemmy.world 28 points 3 days ago* (last edited 3 days ago) (2 children)

Video games. I'm tired all the time from work and that's all the energy and money I have for.

[–] Monster96@lemmy.world 8 points 4 days ago* (last edited 4 days ago) (1 children)
[–] Monster96@lemmy.world 11 points 1 week ago

I've been 'burned out' for a long time now

[–] Monster96@lemmy.world 3 points 1 week ago

I've always enjoyed the process. But it wasn't really natural in my case. The only reason why I got to the point I am at today is because of envy in a way. Everytime I would see a beautiful painting or picture someone made, I would want to elicit that same feeling through my own art. So, that's what I would try to do. And, when a picture turns out well, I'm happy.

So, in a way, I forced myself to enjoy the process.

[–] Monster96@lemmy.world 15 points 1 week ago (3 children)

That's where the classics come in. Original FF7, the Metal Gear series, Burnout, Republic Commando. Hoard classics and you'll never be bored.

[–] Monster96@lemmy.world 2 points 1 week ago

It'll be nice to do that. But, it's only temporary. It'd be cool to run away forever, or even just for a month. Life has been sucky

[–] Monster96@lemmy.world 4 points 1 week ago (2 children)

Never, I'm trapped in my job and life. Everytime I get the opportunity to do something I want, something always takes it away from me. Whether it's work, money, or life in general. I want to run away and experience life, experience the world, but I can't.

[–] Monster96@lemmy.world 1 points 2 weeks ago

I Love You - Billie Eilish. I mainly listen to edm and heavy metal, but sometimes I just wanna chill out and I'm a sucker for a good romance

[–] Monster96@lemmy.world 1 points 3 weeks ago (2 children)

What's the channel?

 

Be it your best friend, your dog, cat, boyfriend, girlfriend, wife, husband, and all that exists in between. How did you meet them?

 

I don't mean like how happy you are today. I mean overall, are you satisfied with everything you are up until this point? For me, for an example, I have a decent job that keeps my head just above water. I have a loving family that I see every couple months or weeks. I have the freedom to do what I want, when I want. But, overall, I'm sort of lonely and exhausted from constantly working. So, on a scale of 1 to 10, I'm about a 6.

 
 

Be it a personality quirk, something they're wearing, or just the way they look. What makes them instantly hot?

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Becoming an adult (files.catbox.moe)
 

It's crazy what's been happening lately. I have a relatively big family and, honestly I don't know a whole of them, but in the past two weeks two extended family members passed. Then, this morning, I just got the news that my aunty whom I've known all my life passed.

Whats going on? Why are so many people dying? In the past year I've lost 4 family members. All to sickness or to some sort of external factor.

I wish I was like John Coffey. I'm not religious, in fact God can fuck off, but I wish I could get healing powers. Imagine what life would be like if instead of dying, grieving, crying, people can celebrate, smile, laugh. Parents can see their sick children grow to be adults. People can see the world instead of seeing it through the windows from a bed. People can walk with their families instead of wheeling by their side. If I had supernatural healing powers, like the people in the movies I watch and video games I play, that could all be possible.

I often think that life is a punishment. Being able to live isn't a gift. It feels more like a curse.

 
 

As in the dream you had while sleeping.

Mine had me seeing the sky distort and turn into some sort of dimensional rift. I remember seeing black goo falling from the sky and seeing a large, sandstone ceiling cover everything. Just beyond the reach of clouds I saw a rocky ceiling with square holes in them that lead into the darkness of space. Then, after getting lost in an ancient pyramid, the sky then turned into planets phasing into one another. Like textures in a video game overlapping one another. I saw lights in the sky flying around like fireflies and hearing a voice saying "You're quarantined on this planet. You may not leave but we can."

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submitted 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago) by Monster96@lemmy.world to c/asklemmy@lemmy.world
 

I've heard that a phone lock screen can tell you a lot about the person. So, I'm curious.

 

We always hear about people's bad habits but what's your good habit? Mine is whenever I have a meal that has vegetables in it I always eat that first. That way I get it out if the way then I can enjoy the rest of meal without having to worry about eating it.

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