banana_meccanica

joined 1 year ago
[–] banana_meccanica@feddit.it -2 points 10 months ago

Failing project ahead, another game with a lot of promises, from a company basically dead who lays on gta-online profits, in a globally economic crises that rises more that ever where gaming is become a luxury because overpriced hardware and softwares. How pretending.

[–] banana_meccanica@feddit.it 1 points 11 months ago

I mostly count on eggs more that vegetables for satisfaction. Agree a full vegetable diet dont work for me too, still there is white meat aka chicken and fish, I consume that four days at week. Its only all about this "evil" red meat (pork, cow) that make me feel bad.

[–] banana_meccanica@feddit.it 3 points 11 months ago (4 children)

Regular digestion, no acidity or stomach pain (i was tormented by them earlier) and then in lesser case more mental lucidity, eating meat daily made me tired and heavier (i found joy in vegetables)

[–] banana_meccanica@feddit.it 9 points 11 months ago* (last edited 11 months ago) (6 children)

Two years ago I started eat red meat only 1 time every two weeks. I am feeling much better. I don't care about studies, but Im feeling good vs years ago when red meat was my daily dish, this is a fact.

[–] banana_meccanica@feddit.it -2 points 11 months ago

We just reach the end of PC gaming. Many future games are now need hardware that only the 1% of population can affront. Hyper realism of huge graphic effects sure are fun and immersive but not more accessible, not more something you can play alone at desk with a PC. This probably will lead the consoles as well to rise their price, we gonna see PS5 or PS6 at 1.499$ in next future. No one will buy and play games, so companies will stop to existing, it was a good run.

[–] banana_meccanica@feddit.it 2 points 11 months ago

Because the human being is habitual and prefers something that is always familiar to him. So the same things will be produced with the same actors, Tom Hanks will be forced to make films up to 90 years and if he dies he will be simulated by the IA until the end of time.

[–] banana_meccanica@feddit.it 1 points 11 months ago

Friends or therapist both hard to get, one requires money the other sympathy I never have. That's why situations degenerate, it would be easier with so much money and extroversion.

[–] banana_meccanica@feddit.it 1 points 11 months ago

yoga, deep breathing exercises, every day for twenty minutes. Helps to go but not to overcome pain later.

[–] banana_meccanica@feddit.it 2 points 11 months ago

I feel almost obliged to attack also to defend all other employees, not immediately physically but I feel that I have something to say, something very heavy and direct, and this weight on the chest is heavy, you tell me to resist a year and I am already at the end of the line after a month. I'm just so afraid that words don't suffice with that clown, that everything will become unpleasant, and I pray so much that it improves, still stupidly I pray in a sympathy, I can't believe I have to go on like this for months and months, from below obliged for the salary, humiliated like nothing.

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submitted 11 months ago* (last edited 11 months ago) by banana_meccanica@feddit.it to c/mentalhealth@lemmy.world
 

I'm about to explode because of a person, one of the bosses at work, which is always ironic in a bad way, to tease, to feel superior. I've been obligated to suffer for a month, and now I feel like I explode. I do gym and meditate, but every week this person ruines everything. I'm afraid I ran out violently, I'm trapped because I don't have an alternative, there's only that job now and for next year, I wonder if my life is going to end like this, for a fight, fired and arrested, while the boss continues to enjoy and insult his employees....

[–] banana_meccanica@feddit.it 4 points 11 months ago

Consuming can actually be more evil, especially in a society that exploits and lives on the weakest. Who cultivated and prepared the ingredients for your cookie? Eat it knowing that someone and his family are starving and struggling to give you that cookie.

[–] banana_meccanica@feddit.it 7 points 11 months ago

It is a human concept that does not exist in reality, the future could for the universe have the same value of the past, the great snake eating its tail

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submitted 11 months ago* (last edited 11 months ago) by banana_meccanica@feddit.it to c/mentalhealth@lemmy.world
 

i thought I was getting better, but I'm falling apart. I feel like a clown, I interact with people, they laugh and then turn their backs. At the end of the day I'm back here, alone, and I'm so sick.

 

The evening was going well until a person 15 years younger than me started talking to me about his 2-year-old son. And I think of my life, alone and miserable playing the loser.

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