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As another on the "high-functioning" category (though not very high I guess since I've failed in life already), I find this always so heart-breaking. I understand exactly where it's coming from, but it is still so sad to me. We are conditioned to see ourselves so flawed, so unworthy, there's no understanding to be given. You look at the others and there's the glass wall you can't cross, and they tell you to come over as if it isn't there. We just can't fit in the narrow roles society has to offer without diminishing ourselves by masking, and that's just suffering alone in a different way anyway.
I can look at myself and think I wouldn't change a thing, since I'm selfish enough to see the problem to be how others treat and perceive me, and very scared of becoming someone else as changing myself on such deep levels would mean. But I also fully agree; it does not get better. Society will not change and people don't even want to, and you cannot change either, because you are you. The mismatch is always there.
I do hope you end up finding people that vibe with you, even if it's totally hopeless now. I'm deeeeep in depression so I have only kind words to offer anymore
I don't blame other people. I know that there's this idea that if people just treated autistic people like allistic people, that everything would be fine. But that completely ignores that way that allistic people make and maintain relationships. You don't really have direct control over who you like, who you don't like; insisting that allistic people can just be besties with autistic people is a pipe dream. There's no 'fault' in any of this. It just sucks, that's all.
Anyways.
There's no cure, so it's just, y'know, keep muddling along. I've got a nice house, I'm married again to someone that's very probably also on the spectrum--not that we always understand each other, but we've managed to make it work for almost a decade now--I've got a job, I've got an ungodly number of cats. I keep busy enough that I don't think about it much any more.
Oh yeah definitely, things like these depend on the personalities, and at least in my experience us autistic folks tend to just clash with most allistic people. Not with everyone, but it's a lot harder to find any circles you can fit into... Anyway things could still be better than they are now, if autistic traits weren't seen as such weaknesses, which increases how badly we are perceived socially. The modern times are a terrible match! For example in one book from 1800s written by a relatively low-class person from my country there was a description of a person that pretty clearly was on the spectrum, but they weren't described harshly at all. Just told to be an excellent worker, even if a bit strange for wanting to just spend all summers working in the forest alone.
Of course things have been pretty terrible for "low-functioning" people through recent history (we do have evidence at least some ancient tribes took care of their disabled so who can say if we go back enough), but I'll argue that this development where autistic traits are becoming just a liability is very recent. Hell, when I was in university I could do fairly well because I could just read books and then write essays on them and pass courses, but some years after they changed that and now those require group-work and I would fail all of them.
Even though it's true the "bridge" between autistic and allistic cannot be erased, it does not have to be so damn long