Work on your internal motivation and life philosophy. It sounds as if what is driving you is you want to be a big deal so you can prove to the world you're officially 'not a loser'. You don't have to prove anything to anyone. What life do you really want deep down. make sure you're chasing the right goal for the right reasons. At the end of the day nobody really cares if you're 'killing it' or not
Work on your internal motivation and life philosophy. It sounds as if what is driving you is you want to be a big deal so you can prove to the world you're officially 'not a loser'. You don't have to prove anything to anyone. What life do you really want deep down. make sure you're chasing the right goal for the right reasons. At the end of the day nobody really cares if you're 'killing it' or not