maryXann

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[–] maryXann@lemmy.autism.place 4 points 1 month ago (1 children)

I have something that may or may not be related: some stuff just makes me physically faint. It's never sudden, I see it coming and if I manage to get away from the trigger, lay down and wait it goes away, but if I can't do it quick enough I know it can be dangerous. Among the triggers are intense pain (like burning your stomach by swallowing something too hot) but also conversations about "real" body horror (a movie is fine, but somebody telling me about how their plan to get an operation often isn't, back in middle school I remember fainting as the teacher was talking about some health risk).

[–] maryXann@lemmy.autism.place 2 points 2 months ago

My local roleplaying game club. I'd bet half of them, despite not acknowledging it, are considerably deep on the spectrum. Funny bit: My aesthetic ideals clash with those of one of the guys there: he likes things to be well-ordered in neat piles and I like non-patterns. Doesn't stop us from being good friends.

[–] maryXann@lemmy.autism.place 2 points 2 months ago (1 children)

Not diagnosed (yet) but my reason is mostly so that I can get some money if I am recognized as handicaped. It's not that much: I'd still be considered as poor by most metrics, but I'd take it.

[–] maryXann@lemmy.autism.place 2 points 2 months ago (1 children)

On the waiting line for a diagnosis (I should call them btw), unemployed despite having diplomas. Those last days I am facing a weird puzzle: I have to get analyzed at the lab, which is open from 7:30 to 11 am, and need to be exactly 12h fasting at that moment, but my daily routine involves a big meal at midnight and skipping it would make me well over the 12h fasting duration (and being hungry isn't very fun as you may know). I think I will manage it somehow but currently that's a bummer.

Better: a gal I like a lot is visiting this weekend and it's going to be great. She is one of the only people with whom I am able not to mask.

Also that's a great season for mushrooms. Got a full basket of chicken of the woods last week and still have some left.

[–] maryXann@lemmy.autism.place 2 points 2 months ago

I do care. I totally get how you can be charismatic in school despite being autistic, that is perhaps the biggest misconception. I personally think if I had no morals and just wanted to make money my best bet would be running some kind of cult (but that would be wrong ofc).

[–] maryXann@lemmy.autism.place 1 points 2 months ago

I am a native French speaker who had a phase with an interest toward grammar, so I probably can help you with it if you are learning this language. Also I am quite good at explaining maths to kids or teens, even those with difficulties. It gets harder with adults.

[–] maryXann@lemmy.autism.place 1 points 3 months ago

People would think the scenario is a bit contrived and they wouldn't believe is wasn't scenarized.

I have a tendency to do the things that will save a desperate situation but also (mostly) create stupid obstacles out of nowhere. Basically 'this guy' from an xkcd strip

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