Given Kanye's uh... totally insane and ongoing multi year psychotic break... I'm going with 'lucky to be alive'.
The timestamp here is like a few months before he went off the rails... and/or his meds:
https://www.billboard.com/lists/kanye-west-hate-speech-consequences-timeline/
About a week after this timestamp, Kanye did a surprise appearance at the BET awards, praised P Diddy (oh no) for influencing many of his life decisions (ooooh no), and also said he'd been 'legally dead for a year'.
https://pagesix.com/2022/06/27/kanye-west-makes-surprise-bet-awards-2022-appearance-to-honor-diddy/
I guess by 'praised P Diddy' I more mean 'blamed him for setting him up with Kim'.
He started the whole 'white lives matter' thing in october, and was divorced from Kim by november.
In December he went on to Infowars with Alex Jones. 'I lovveeeee Hitlerrrrrr!!!!'. While also basically wearing the same thing as he wore at the BET appearance, about a week after this post.
... If this is real, this dude saw something akin to a ghost, like, Kanye, but Kanye's not there anymore, man.
Like literally at the apex of chapter one of the insanity/villain arc.