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I'm just glad the minecraft launcher doesn't track time playing. knowing I probably have over a year of playtime is different then actually seeing it.

Does your inner monologue not say what you are typing in your head as you type?

How long have you had it? it took my current keyboard 3ish months to be as good as gboard which I had been using for years.

I don't think most people realize how much they rely on auto correct when they are on a phone. When I switched to a new keyboard because I like local hosting my voice recognition the auto correct was initially way worse and my typing speed went down by maybe half.

I was pretty much only seeing people from my instance in comments. Or people that they followed. Joind an explicitly leftist instance because it had more charecterst to play with and it felt empty.

Oh holy shit is that when I tried mastodon it felt like a ghost town with people only posting and no one engaging in discussions?

That's true of a lot of colleges.

I'm going to push back because as society exists now there are a lot of cities I have been to where the graveyard is the most easily accessible green space. I don't know how weird it may be but sitting with the dead in the quite separated from the surroundings was one of my favorite things to experience. I'm not a religious/spiritual person and it was very helpful in connecting to the people who died before I met them.

Getting off 4chan and talking to people you used to go to school with for advice on what to do would probably be a start for OP.

So you're friend helps hide corruption?

oh for sure. Wasn't being serious, dysphoria is there and makes me basically think of existing as a man as hell and finding out that's not everyone was interesting to say the least.